It is good to be home.

With Dan, with Myshkin, with the garden tomatoes, with cotton clothes and a couch and a water tap and all these objects imprinted with a sense of me. It is good to be home.

At the same time, transitions can be hard. I get confused that the value ratio of my possessions has now inverted: what used to be extremely high value of very very few objects has become relatively low value of an abundance of stuff all around. The clarity of such simple living in the wilderness, where there are few decisions with clear consequences, has now become a convoluted, messy life of many low-stakes choices. Etcetera. Etcetera. Etcetera. But this is all standard re-entry stuff. Transitions are confusing. Transitions are hard. Transitions mean change. If there’s an emergent theme in this last hike for me, it is the richness found in the unknown, the terra incognito not just of the land itself but of our understanding: how we understand the world, ourselves, our past and future, and how it all converges on the very moment we stand in. Transitions, between any two things, capture the quality of the unknown too. Approached with care, we can find the unknown anywhere, everywhere. It reminds me of the real number line: almost entirely made up of numbers we know little about, and we only have to squint a little beyond the familiar ones–1, 2, 3, but also 1/2, 2/5, etc.–to realize that those we know are almost invisibly small islands afloat in a sea of those we don’t.

For those of you who have read along and shared this trip with me, THANK YOU for your companionship. I will mothballing the blog for the time being, and if you subscribed, you’ll next get an update when I reactivate it for my next long hike. At this point that seems to be once very couple years, so maybe you’ll hear from me in 2019! I’ll probably post some smaller hikes here in the meantime, so if you’d like to read about those check back in on your own time. (Case-in-point: I’m heading back out tomorrow for a week-long traverse of the Bailey Range in the Olympic Mountains of Washington. Gotta get it while the weather holds.)

About this particular sequence of high routes in the Sierra Nevada, my sense overall is that this was an effective way to link up some beautiful and challenging cross-country hiking. I had hoped to take advantage of my acclimatization by hiking them all together, and as the days passed I definitely felt I was climbing faster and more easily. There’s also something to be said for extended stays in the wilderness, for attempting to transition from visiting to inhabiting. I often find this takes at least a couple weeks, sometimes much longer. I’m actually not sure if I successfully made that transition on this trip, and perhaps it would have taken the extra ten days I had originally planned for (I had a fifty day itinerary but ended up finishing in forty).

For future hikers of this long-high-route, consider looking for some cross-country passages to connect Cottonwood Trailhead (end of the Southern Sierra High Route) with Lodgepole (beginning of the Kings Canyon High Basin Route). I took three trail days to go from Cottonwood to Lodgepole, and while I enjoyed those days (especially the amazing High Sierra Trail from around the head of Big Arroyo Canyon, west to Lodgepole), there are probably some great cross country options that would be in better keeping with the spirit of the rest of the trip. Another consideration is the awkwardness of rehiking a few sections of the JMT, since all three of the high routes make use of the JMT to detour around technical ridgelines or subranges. While I think you could pare down the overlaps and make an overall more efficient route, I found that I wanted to experience the high cross-country sections of each, which mostly don’t overlap, and that meant a few times revisiting parts of the JMT a second time. I was able to hike the entirety of each route except for the Sierra High Route from Upper Basin (just south of Mather Pass) to State Lakes, around 12 miles. Overall, I really enjoyed all three high routes. I found each to have a unique set of challenges and character, no doubt partly due to the particular temperament of the author and how (and when) they choose to divulge information. Each one was great and would be a fabulous hike in its own right as well.

If you have any questions about the route, feel free to contact me. Happy trails to you!


Final Thoughts

4 thoughts on “Final Thoughts

  • December 19, 2017 at 5:11 pm

    Hi Katherine, I am reading this after the fact. I did follow your blog on the Hayduke trail, then picked up this adventure through a link on Carrot Quinn’s blog. I really appreciate your sharing of adventures along with the many photos as it means a lot to me as a long distance hiker( mostly in the past). It is easy to relate to your experiences as a fellow hiker. I liked the idea of the two wolves, a new concept to me. Although there are two personalities I find embedded within myself. The one that exists around everyday life and people and then the one that emerges on long hikes while going solo. I think of it as that basic real me that is always lurking just below the surface but will not show itself until I am in the wilderness soloing. Like doing the GDT years ago when most of it was no trail and never running into another person until entering a park or resupply area. This other me never goes away even now being in my early seventies. Thanks so much, Paul Leech aka TrailWizard

  • September 25, 2017 at 8:15 pm

    Once again, thank you for including me/us on this extraordinary trip. The pictures were spectacular. I fell in love with all of those tiny pristine, isolated lakes. ( I will never forget lake 9797!) I’m embarrassed that it took me longer to read and digest your blog, than it took you to do the whole journey… (That’s how efficient you are..) Hence, there were fewer comments from me. Just when I was ready to say something you had already moved on!
    There are many take-aways for me. Processing my own fear for you was a dominant theme this time, in a way that I don’t remember in past hikes. Although, as you mentioned early in this episode , it’s easy to forget the intensity of past pain. (what a lovely amnesia we are all gifted with.) One of the gifts I am always left with is your attention to each detail, as in: ” I got up at 5..” and from that moment on you are attending, concious, present. I am reminded to bring that same awareness of who and where I am in the moment to each day, regardless of which terrain I find myself in. Why not ” I awoke at 5 to the fingers of dawn stroking the sky..” today? why not ” I listened to the winds in the trees” today? All In. That’s how you do it. Even I, in my routine little life can bring that home. Thank You.

  • September 25, 2017 at 7:39 pm

    Enjoyed so much tagging along with you on your fabulous hike. You are so brave to do these things by yourself and to take the”chances” that seemed pretty scary to me. The pictures were beautiful. Have fun in the Olympics.

  • September 25, 2017 at 7:14 pm

    The moment that sticks out to me about your return is the moment you put your hiking clothes in the laundry. Suddenly, the one critical set of clothes is replaced by a whole wardrobe. So much confusion, sadness, anticipation, excitement!

    So happy to be with you as a partner in life, and to read all your writing. This blog has been such a rich record of your thoughts and experiences, and it has meant so much to me to be able to read it, and to be with you in this alternate mode of experience.

    And so happy to have you back.


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